I been here for so long, din really get a msg, skype or any others communication tool from you.
The 1st time you contact me is all about her, and you doubt me, doubt my reliability, to check out am i still the girl that willing to listen your problems, solve your problem and keep the secret.
You never doubt me before, when things relate to her, you doubt me, and you still wan me to promise and keep the secret.
You know my weakness, and you use it. Yes, i still the one you expected.
I be your listener, you speak out everything like water fall,
i try to give you some idea, and your reaction is just like usual, fight back, deny, admit and mouth shut.
All the conversation is like previous, the only different thing is us. No, should be me.
You are still you, but i totally changed, after the talk.
You are forever never looking back for me, you chasing her all the time.
You give me shoot, and i fall, the i relief from the lock.
My promise is my Xmas present for you, the last promised that you had from me.
This time you rip my heart apart, and i try to make myself pathetic from this post.
Release without in other point of view, all from the darkness part of me.
Merry Christmas, I loved you, and Good bye.
